Sittin’ Pretty

This week, especially, I have actually been faced with a small peak into my future and to be quite honest, I have never been so thrilled  but so terrified at the same time. It’s difficult for me to comprehend that in a matter of months, I must decide where this next chapter will take place, how it will begin, and who I will be when I enter it. I’m so used to planning my life and it’s every moments, that being faced with new possibilities each week, each day, or each second is quite the adjustment.

I’m getting to a point where my looming graduation is inspiring my pursuit of all of SLO’s pleasures before I take off on this new chapter. And today, my journey to Pismo Beach brought upon somewhat of an epiphany.

I found this incredible cove where the walkway was adorned with beautiful, unique benches overlooking the finest scenery on the Central Coast. At first, I just saw them as a place to take in the beauty of the ocean, but each one was actually dedicated by an individual or a group to a loved one. It’s truly touching.

I chose to sit on one uniquely designed with artfully crafted and colorful tiles to appear almost like abstract art more than a place to sit. It was one of the most exquisite ways to sit and watch ocean waves crash, let me tell you. The true inspiration and joy that I found simply sitting atop an ocean cove made me realize one thing — although I am faced with abstract forms of what could possibly or what may be in the future, I still know who I am and what I truly do want. Just as this artistic piece is made from many materials, it still is and will always be a place to sit. I know I am destined to be by the beach, surrounded by loved ones and working in a passionate environment that constantly surprises and challenges me. I may not know the details just yet, but I’m sticking to what defines me and that’s what matters most. Sometimes, sitting and thinking is all you need to realize that you can control your destiny, if you so choose embrace it.

xo

{ what I’m wearing — Nike : Air Pegasus+ // Nike : Explore Running Capris }

Inspiration Wednesday

…keep reading to learn more about my passions, or see how I can #besocial HERE.

I am currently in the process of revamping Pursuit of Passion, now that I have some free time on my hands (thanks to the hectic second-to-last quarter coming to an end)! So hang in there, it isn’t complete but it’s looking better, if I do say so myself! I figured the best way to start off was another Inspiration Wednesday — and I have the perfect quote for all you passionate people out there:

I was told this quote by my lovely Jessica, also known as my New York City partner in crime. Our combined life-changing experiences in the Big Apple truly did change us, each individually, and made us realize just how similar our minds work. This is us. And partly why whenever I read this, I think of her, I think of New York, and I think of the gift I have been given to pursue my dreams, no matter how distant they may seem. As Jessica just embarked on her journey of a new career and a new life, I figured it the most suitable time to share this quote’s significance.

Ever since I can remember, I have been a planner — planning my outfits for the week, planning each adventure I embark on, planning my dream wedding and family and, most definitely, now planning my future career and lifestyle. I find this attribute to be one of my strongest, but sometimes detrimental, traits. I am my worst critic. If I don’t accomplish, then I fail. If something doesn’t turn out right, it must be redone. However, without this mindset I truly don’t believe I would be who I am today. It has fostered my passions — for a career where my planning can shine, passion for life and its simple pleasures, passion to pursue what I believe to be ideal. It led to channel my bravery and endure a summer in the brightest, most threatening, but completely incredible city in the world. It keeps me going, keeps me driven and keeps me searching for what exactly will make me happiest and most fulfilled.

I’m a mixture of emotions now as I enter my last quarter of college. Transitions are something I excel at, but this one seems most frightening. Honestly, I have been anxiously awaiting this new aspect of my life, but not knowing exactly what it will be is not something I’m used to. From my career, to my living situation, even to my friends — I don’t know where I will be post-graduation. But, what I do know, is that I must keep thinking that I can. I can be the woman I have dreamt about being. I can do those very things I have planned since I was a little girl. I can, and I will.

xo

Remodeling

Once again, I have neglected my blogging. Needless to say — between senior project, work, job hunting, oh and trying to graduate, I have been quite the busy bee.

Stay tuned for some life updates and new spin on Pursuit of Passion!

xo